Bigott ( I fucking love the Spanish)

Preparing to purge

These weeks have been amazing and terrible all at once. I had my first panic attack in 8 months. What a nightmare. I have to keep reminding myself I will feel better again one day, and 8 months without is a huge success in itself. I have been listening to my guided imagery MP3s like it is my job. Trying to breath. Trying to better myself. Trying to be positive always and not afraid. Sounds silly. In other news. MIja was here! She is such a comfort to me. i wish we could walk around with our hair braided like rye bread

lacking on posts

because I have been sooooo busy

Brie has been begging me to let her get her ears pierced at the mall but I wont give in

I dabbled with the idea of experimenting with some new jean overalls but opted out. Not everyone can pull off cameltoe

ran into this old crow on my long walk home.... wonder what he is thinking

WEST ELM

Is having a super sale! I snagged these cushions for $16 each, holy shit balls! Dream Boats Dad offered to make loungers. Cant wait for summer!

Also loving these

and this

and one of these

and maybe add to my collection of animal heads

and snuggle in this

Time Sucker

HERE

the love and agony

What do you think of these bad boys? kinda interested in non frumpy/slutty lingerie as of late. Cant decide if these are gross or amazing! HERE

Colorblock Toe Ballet Flats

so making these with leftover paint from our upstairs!