Tuesday, November 29, 2011

A little to Bjork?

Or the perfect balance of ballerina/ party girl?

Where could I wear this?

Shit I would wear it to work if I thought I could get away with it


Lacy Love

I feel like I have owned this dress in several reincarnations! All colors please!!!!!!!


Sunday, November 27, 2011



my favorite kind of summer shoe

I miss you summer

Oranges Reds and Yellows these are the colors

lOVE this


Have been absent. The Nan was in town. Funny how family and holidays can bring on so much emotion.

There is a constant present of male disappointment in my life. Maybe I am so much of a romantic to think love is strong enough to hold things together. To wish the best. To be there is sickness and in health. What if both are sick. What if only one carries the weight. People do get scared, and can only do their best. I still believe in love. I cant believe I could have failed at something. Maybe I did. Maybe that is what they were always talking about all along. Things can never be what they seem. A conversation with someone whose love I always tried to live up too confessed that it was something that they had tried to escape many times. The things they were trying to save were the things that were left broken because of it.
These growing pains hurt so bad. They say the three hardest things in life are : Death, Divorce, and Moving. I have to tell you Divorce is the worst. Because it combines them all, the death of something and the moving forward. It scrapes the whole way. Being the trigger puller throws you at the mercy of others constant judgement. You face the pain of feeling it die long before you say anything. The nerves, the guilt, the shame, the fear. The begging, the denial . I get that. Every moment is easier then the last, but not so much easy. You can only count on change. It happens with or without you

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

week round up

Penthouse views (for work)

Merry Christmas outfit at age 30

surprise wrist corsage (sexy finger pose)

yummy apple manchego salad!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good Bye Orange Hello Pale Pink!!!!!!!!

loving these lips for winter!

Hope Brew

Went to a really cool event supporting this charity
Get Hitched Give Hope

It was western themed as you might have guessed and they had a pretty rad photo booth!

really wanted to steal the horse mask

I saw this today

and screamed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Want to tint back my hair asap and go back to my sailor roots!

Theophilus London

this song gets it my head!!!!!!
reminds me of this song

Friday, November 18, 2011

babe of the week #37 ?????????

NaNCY sINATRA!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE is a total butter face babe but I love her!!!
I always think she was at her best with Lee Hazelwood

"Young woman share your fire with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"