Would not mind having this is my living room
HERE
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
The Moon and the Sixpence
Just finished The Moon and Sixpence last night! Which is based on the life of painter Paul Gauguin.
It could not be anymore perfect that his Polynesian era art is being displayed at the SAM.
Here are some favorite quotes and paintings
Sometimes people carry to such perfection the mask they have assumed that in due course they actually become the person they seem.
so busy yearning for the moon that he never saw the sixpence at his feet.
Why do nice women marry dull men?"
Because intelligent men won't marry nice women
I don’t think of the past. The only thing that matters is the everlasting present.
It could not be anymore perfect that his Polynesian era art is being displayed at the SAM.
Here are some favorite quotes and paintings
Sometimes people carry to such perfection the mask they have assumed that in due course they actually become the person they seem.
so busy yearning for the moon that he never saw the sixpence at his feet.
Why do nice women marry dull men?"
Because intelligent men won't marry nice women
I don’t think of the past. The only thing that matters is the everlasting present.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
have not mentioned this yet but
but in 25 days my Divorce will be final. Then I leave to heal my soul in Ohau and Maui
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Body Of Art
As someone who has struggled with body image her whole life I find these to be so frightening. A real statement on the pressure woman face today to achieve whatever "beauty" is today. What bullshit.
HERE
I don't struggle tooooo much anymore. When I look in the mirror and start to pick at myself I stop my mind in its tracks and pay myself 3 compliments. Even if I am totally making them up.
Someone once said that every woman is ten times more beautiful then she thinks she is.
Well Damn
HERE
I don't struggle tooooo much anymore. When I look in the mirror and start to pick at myself I stop my mind in its tracks and pay myself 3 compliments. Even if I am totally making them up.
Someone once said that every woman is ten times more beautiful then she thinks she is.
Well Damn
WEEKEND photos!
MIJAS!
a very drunk Monica
the most amazing cookie (and I dont like sweets)
Kinda Blonde and
the Conservatory
a very drunk Monica
the most amazing cookie (and I dont like sweets)
Kinda Blonde and
the Conservatory
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Babe of the week # 40
Mette from The Asteroid Galaxy Tour
UMMMMMMM she is fucking ADORBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just all the way ..... I'm in girlove with her
UMMMMMMM she is fucking ADORBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just all the way ..... I'm in girlove with her
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
What a huge prophecy this has been in my life
sorry that
i could never love you back
i could never care enough
in these last days
her tears fell on her pages
found me out
on her words
i don't know what to do or say
wading through
warm canals and pools clear blue
Tuscarawas flow into
the great lake
riding back
where the highway met dead end tracks
the ground is now cement and glass
so far away
heal her soul
and carry her my angel
ohio
green green youth
what about the sweetness we knew
what about what's good what's true
from those days
can't count to
all the lovers i've burned through
so why do i still burn for you
i can't say
sorry that
i could never love you back
i could never care enough
in these last days
heal her soul
carry her my angel
ohio
children blessed
gather round the home she will rest
so poor and cold in their midwest
moon and sun
flashes bringing on
my open eyes to lightning storms
the touch of mist
felt soft felt warm on my face
graving dreams
a million miles ago you seem
the star that i just don't see
anymore
words long gone
lost on journeys we walked on
lost her voice is heard along the way
sorry for
never going by your door
never feeling love like that anymore
heal her soul
carry her my angel
ohio
i could never love you back
i could never care enough
in these last days
her tears fell on her pages
found me out
on her words
i don't know what to do or say
wading through
warm canals and pools clear blue
Tuscarawas flow into
the great lake
riding back
where the highway met dead end tracks
the ground is now cement and glass
so far away
heal her soul
and carry her my angel
ohio
green green youth
what about the sweetness we knew
what about what's good what's true
from those days
can't count to
all the lovers i've burned through
so why do i still burn for you
i can't say
sorry that
i could never love you back
i could never care enough
in these last days
heal her soul
carry her my angel
ohio
children blessed
gather round the home she will rest
so poor and cold in their midwest
moon and sun
flashes bringing on
my open eyes to lightning storms
the touch of mist
felt soft felt warm on my face
graving dreams
a million miles ago you seem
the star that i just don't see
anymore
words long gone
lost on journeys we walked on
lost her voice is heard along the way
sorry for
never going by your door
never feeling love like that anymore
heal her soul
carry her my angel
ohio
Monday, February 13, 2012
Edison Lightbulbs
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Remade
Check it!
Madewell remade one of my favorite dresses! This Heather Zinc babe is the perfect day or travel dress. Great for taking a nap and then running out the door. I live in mine still! Wonder if I need a backup?
I am lusting after this new bebe and these shoes!!!!!!!!!! Can I have them please?
Madewell remade one of my favorite dresses! This Heather Zinc babe is the perfect day or travel dress. Great for taking a nap and then running out the door. I live in mine still! Wonder if I need a backup?
I am lusting after this new bebe and these shoes!!!!!!!!!! Can I have them please?
Friday, February 3, 2012
happy things
The three basic needs for happiness are :Autonomy, Relatedness, Competence
The basic needs of humans are:subsistence, protection, affection, understanding, participation,leisure, creation, identity and
freedom.
I keep going over these lists in my head. Working on happiness could be a full time job. Moving on could be a full time job. Getting Divorced and processing the past and years of your life could be a full time job.
I had quite the crash coarse last week. I was hit with the flu, exhausted. Forced to be still at home. What a bunch of shit. Doing the work as my therapist would say. Digging back up those 8 years and facing the terrible pain and acceptance. Over and over and repeat.
The life you want to live could never happen if you had not left.
You did nothing wrong.
You cant change someone or anything.
You deserve happiness.
Love is sometimes not enough.
Love should not feel like that.
I understand so many things now. Like when you have a friend that is in a abusive relationship (not that I was). They have this unbelievable denial. This is not really happening, not between me and him. You want to scream and smack them, what is wrong with you , how can you not see it? I get this all now........
These things cant happen to me. I could never lose what I thought was the love of my life. My family. All of it to a addiction. Or it could lose me to it? An Addiction could never be bigger then us? Addiction is real and its bigger then anything else.
Addiction is bigger then you, bigger then your love. You can never have the life you want with someone and that. repeat over and over.
It gets easier. It will get easier. You wont always feel this way. You will be happy again
The basic needs of humans are:subsistence, protection, affection, understanding, participation,leisure, creation, identity and
freedom.
I keep going over these lists in my head. Working on happiness could be a full time job. Moving on could be a full time job. Getting Divorced and processing the past and years of your life could be a full time job.
I had quite the crash coarse last week. I was hit with the flu, exhausted. Forced to be still at home. What a bunch of shit. Doing the work as my therapist would say. Digging back up those 8 years and facing the terrible pain and acceptance. Over and over and repeat.
The life you want to live could never happen if you had not left.
You did nothing wrong.
You cant change someone or anything.
You deserve happiness.
Love is sometimes not enough.
Love should not feel like that.
I understand so many things now. Like when you have a friend that is in a abusive relationship (not that I was). They have this unbelievable denial. This is not really happening, not between me and him. You want to scream and smack them, what is wrong with you , how can you not see it? I get this all now........
These things cant happen to me. I could never lose what I thought was the love of my life. My family. All of it to a addiction. Or it could lose me to it? An Addiction could never be bigger then us? Addiction is real and its bigger then anything else.
Addiction is bigger then you, bigger then your love. You can never have the life you want with someone and that. repeat over and over.
It gets easier. It will get easier. You wont always feel this way. You will be happy again
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