Friday, March 30, 2012


OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The colors!
The eyeliner!
I am digging out my old hair bow from 3 years ago


Italian Wedding

So in love with these wedding pictures.
Ok well really in love with her dress and shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would shorten it and wear it any day of the week.

The length on her looks so elegant.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

HI. I used to live here

Brunch and Birds

Had a fantastic time in the islands. My camera got sand in it believe it or not.
I too did not leave the beach unscathed. Still peeling.
Had a fantastic brunch my last morning in Honolulu and had some excellent company too.

Crab cake Benedict , because on vacation you really just have to fucking go for it

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Caramelized Grapefruit

Is sooooo yummy, warm, sweet, tart, and good!!!!!!!! I had it so the first time at Skillet . Or should I say I kept stealing bites when my friend Jill had it.

apparently it is pretty easy to make yourself.
You just sprinkle with sugar (after cutting in half of course) and place under broiler for 5 mins
I need to learn how to use my broiler...... wait do I even have one?

Best Shit I heard all Day

cept for maybe that crazy lady
as my wise bus driver once told me
"Men ain't got no good sense, they don't think about anythin, cept for right now. The woman on the other hand, she's always thinkin. Thinkin about the future, thinkin about the past. Her intuition is always right."


a few things

This is what a angel looks like

I am blonde and maybe a little vain

I really love my cat

I bought some color pop jeans after court today.... to put some pop in my pants?

DB got a Tub....

I call this the Babe diet

Today the big D was finalized. I feel relieved and like a piece of me has been ripped out. Have faith things will fill in.
My therapist told me she was proud of me. How do you like that?
Tomorrow I leave for Hawaii. What a great way to kick off the rest of my life. The rest of my fucking life. Had to throw a F bomb in there.
I decided to go alone. Would have been harder together. I chose to not have any friends there or my boyfriend. I did not want to walk out of one part and into someone else. If that makes sense. My therapist seemed a little concerned about that but I told her that somehow in my life whenever I have faced something really hard (like visiting my Dad when he was sick), the universe/God always makes something silly happen. When I was waiting to be taken up to get my final documents I had to sit between the 2 courtrooms. The case after me was taking forever and I was trying to just sit there and be present with my thoughts. Which were nothing special.... really I was listening to what was happening in the other rooms. Division of property battles and protection orders.... when outside you could hear this woman going totally apeshit on the streets. She was so bad you could see all the birds flying off the bus top and into the sky. I turned around to see people in court rooms had snuck back to the window to spy and people in the building across the street had done the same. She was screaming but not really saying anything and running around. I could not see her but I could she the people across the street following her with their faces and pointing. A (i'm guessing homeless man) yelled "shit the fuck up lady" yes...... shit not shut and everyone in the court room trying to maintain their composure but I could see their chests bouncing. I thought to myself..... This is not so bad... could have totally been worse

I want to have a party just so I can use this

Live broadcast by Ustream

Saturday, March 17, 2012

amazing thoughts on love

-taken from Cup Of JO--------

Back in 1958, John Steinbeck, author of East of Eden, The Grapes of Wrath, and Of Mice and Men, got a letter from his teenage son Thom, in which Thom confessed that he had fallen desperately in love with a girl named Susan at his boarding school.

Steinbeck wrote this wise and wonderful letter back to him the same day...

New York
November 10, 1958
Dear Thom:

We had your letter this morning. I will answer it from my point of view and of course Elaine will from hers.

First -- if you are in love -- that's a good thing -- that's about the best thing that can happen to anyone. Don't let anyone make it small or light to you.

Second -- There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everything good in you -- of kindness and consideration and respect -- not only the social respect of manners but the greater respect which is recognition of another person as unique and valuable. The first kind can make you sick and small and weak but the second can release in you strength, and courage and goodness and even wisdom you didn't know you had.

You say this is not puppy love. If you feel so deeply -- of course it isn't puppy love.

But I don't think you were asking me what you feel. You know better than anyone. What you wanted me to help you with is what to do about it -- and that I can tell you.

Glory in it for one thing and be very glad and grateful for it.

The object of love is the best and most beautiful. Try to live up to it.

If you love someone -- there is no possible harm in saying so -- only you must remember that some people are very shy and sometimes the saying must take that shyness into consideration.

Girls have a way of knowing or feeling what you feel, but they usually like to hear it also.

It sometimes happens that what you feel is not returned for one reason or another -- but that does not make your feeling less valuable and good.

Lastly, I know your feeling because I have it and I'm glad you have it.

We will be glad to meet Susan. She will be very welcome. But Elaine will make all such arrangements because that is her province and she will be very glad to. She knows about love too and maybe she can give you more help than I can.

And don't worry about losing. If it is right, it happens -- The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away.



Thursday, March 15, 2012

Tiny Furniture

I am having a terrible, about to be Divorced fight with Boyfriend what the fuck am I doing with my life I dunno I called into work and its 3:22 and still have not put pants on kinda day....

I watched this movie it was good

Thursday, March 8, 2012

need HBO now!


5 month birthday

Today is my 5 month birthday. Here are some things I learned in the first 5 months of my 30th year

1. I'm tough
2. I can fall in love again
3. I can travel alone
4. I can do whatever I want
5. People like me
6. I do not handle the flu well
7. Divorce makes you tired
8. Having debt is not the worst thing in the world
9. Its ok to ask for help
10. Having a nervous breakdown, could in fact, end up being the best thing that ever happened to you


Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Few Things

Weight loss Myths - Pretty good, my ultimate weight loss tip/ Positive thinking, and not putting having negative feelings about foods that are "bad". Enjoy it!




we ordered a sample of this..... it matches a little too perfect......