Yes!

I was feeling really guilty/ embarrassed about how much money I spent/ lost buying scratch off tickets this weekend. $22! and I won $4. I have to admit there was some wine involved. Today after work I kept thinking. Who are you? This is some really old lady shit you are getting into. Like you need to start a bad habit. By the time I was almost home. I said F it! I went into the liquor store. waited in line. Bought the most expensive ticket, that I have ever purchased ($5) and went home. Just get it out of your system I said to myself. While having a private moment on the toilet, I kept thinking. Is this who you are now? A shaking scratch off addict? What is next? slot machines? Have you no self control? How could you waste that money...... You need to save for your trip. Pay bills. You just keep throwing it away!

Then I scratched the ticket and won $50



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